Kite Flying in Kabul

So we only had a half day of obligations and had to return to the guesthouse for the remainder of the day. It is beginning to feel like we are confined and I am getting a bit stir crazy. The afternoon turned fun when I stepped out on our deck and saw a red kite flying in the distance. It was only a tiny red spot and at first I thought it was a flag. Then it moved around, bobbing up and down and I knew it was a kite. The book Kite Runner flashed to mind. As I began to scan the city skyline from the roof, I spotted other kites. Soon our housekeeper was with us, helping us get a kite in the air. It started to sprinkle and so he went inside and came back with new kite he had made out of black plastic – weather proof. It looked just like a sting ray with the tail and all. The wind caught it and took it high up in the sky. I learned the tricks of watching it turn and roll and when to let the string out versus pull it back. It was so much fun! Unfortunately, the wind turned a bit and our kite got stuck in a tall Cyprus tree. Our housekeeper was such a pro, he continued to command it. He desperately worked to try and free it from the tree. As he worked and worked, another little kite began to creep up. You could tell the other kite was stalking its pray and maneuvered with clear intention for a kite fight. Without any defense, as we were limited by the grip of the tree, the other kite came around and cut our string. We watched as our kite drifted away from the string that connected it to us and flutter toward to the earth. I wondered how long before our kite would be retrieved and airborne again over the rooftops of Kabul.

There is hope here!

Check it out

When we were at one of our clinic, just outside of Kabul, several times I would hear low flying helicopters approaching. I’d look out the window to see camouflage painted military helicopters heading somewhere. At one point there were 2, twin prop cargo helicopters with large crates suspended from their bellies. You don’t see that every day in America!

The pretty side of Afghanistan

Today we drove out of Kabul to the foot of the Hindu Kush Mountain range. Over the hour and half, the scenery drastically changed. Leaving behind the dust, crowding, pollution, taffic, noise and general chaos, we slowly climbed to a lush green valley. Here agriculture thrived, space was available, water flowed through irrigation paths and aquaducts and the overall feel was peaceful. Such a contrast. The vista of the mountains in the distant were stunning with there snow-capped peaks. We were told that when the taliban came through this area about 10 years ago, they burned everything down. There was the occasional rubble from destroyed buildings with letters painted on their wall to clearly identify if they were clear of explosives. Other than that, the area has recreated itself. Terraced fields of wheat, grape vineyards and date trees were flourishing. If I had to live in Afghanistan, this is where you would find me.

Burkas

While on safari in the Masai Mara, there was a photo I desperately wanted to capture. From afar you could see the herd of zebras on the plains. Every single time we would approach them with the hope of getting the shot, they would turn and only show their back side to us. As elusive as the head-on photo of a zebra in Africa, so to is the photo of the uncovered faces of Afghan women who wear burkas. At one of our clinics, burka clothed women would line up and wait to be seen. While they chatted between themselves waiting, the burka would be retracted. I thought to myself, here’s my chance for the photo I wanted. Without any cover to hide behind, I walked around a corner with my camera ready to shoot. In the time it takes to raise my camera, the women who were once exposed pulled they cover over their faces and the moment was gone.

My Totally Awesome Team

Minus David, AKA "shutter" - Our resident photographer, farsi-speaking translating, logistics guy.


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Why do men hit women?

The other day when I was in clinic, I heard the story I wanted to share. Through an interpreter and shed tears, she told her story to me. This woman was an educated worker in Kabul. By our standards, she would be respected and esteemed in the states by her peers for her accomplishments. She is a mother and a wife. She began to talk about the situation at home. In addition to her employment obligations which entail full days, she is also expected by her husband to be the sole homemaker and caretaker of the children. Her husband abuses alcohol and also abuses her. He is currently being unfaithful to the marriage has been sleeping around. He berates her verbally and beats her physically. She even showed me the bruises as evidence. On her shoulder were purple ecchymoses of varies stages. She continued on in her tears to share about how she is concerned about her children. To quote her, “I can take it, I can take it for the children. I just ask that he be quite when he does it”. In this culture this poor women has virtually no options. She can’t call the police. She can’t get a restraining order? She can’t divorce. She can’t leave, because where is she going to go?

So I have read A Thousand Splendid Suns and the women I met today sounded just like it. But the truth is her life is not a fictional story. It is real, hard and seems hopeless! She is just one woman here in Afghanistan; in a culture where women are property of men. How many other women are living the same story? What does the burka hide? Their value is in their ability to produce children, and more importantly males. That too, has been a repeated concern of some of the women we have seen in the clinic. Infertility can virtually be a death sentence for women here – if not a death sentence, than huge demotion within the family status to a position of servant or slave. These things are unfathomable to me and I am struggling to wrap my head around it all

Random Thoughts Part Duex

So I learned an interesting fact that I thought I would love to share. Kabul, Afghanistan has the highest aerosolized fecal content of the world. An astonishing 20% of the air is feces. Initially I thought it was just a bunch of dust and dirt leaving a fine layer everywhere. Now I picture tiny particles of poop everywhere. Today we tried to think of all that have contributed to this condition: humans, multiple 4-legged mammals, birds. Just one big YUCK!



Along the same line – I had a realization today. Throughout Kabul there are these huge rose bushes. They are absolutely gorgeous, yet so out of place for this dirty place. There is garbage every where, animals roam down the middle of the street and just an overall dingy hue to the city. Intermittently dispersed amidst this mess are these bright, flowering bushes with roses as large as a softball. Not just in private gardens, but on public streets they bloom. Orange, red, peach and white with pink tips: a medley of colors. It just doesn’t make sense how something so richly pretty can flourish here. Then it hits me, they are generously fertilized with the aerosolized feculent air that Kabul is famous for.

I was thinking about a collection I have. From all my travels I like to find a representation from the country I visited to keep and display once a year. I have Israel, Kenya, Mexico, Peru and Costa Rica represented. Maybe I could find one to represent Afghanistan to add to my collection? Hmmm… probably not, when it is a nativity scene of the birth of Christ I am searching for! Does anyone see the irony of my plight?

One morning we had a group visit to children’s hospital here in Kabul. Our team has been supporting them a bit with much needed equipment and supplies. This year we were giving them several surgical set which we had carried all the way from the US in our luggage..

We arrived and were initially greeted by the president of the hospital. He welcomed us in to his office and told us a bit about the hospital. The numbers he shared were astounding. The hospital had 300 beds and at times they have more then 400 children. That means sometimes there is 2 to a bed – can you even imagine that in the states! Through their OPD (Out Patient Department) or clinics they see about 1000 kids a day. Their ER sees about 200 a day and admits 50-100. And this is only children remember. We were served the ceremonial tea and cookies

I was most curious to hear about some of their common clinical problems. Trauma is huge! As he began to list them off I thought to myself, “how many of these are preventable?” So many of the issues are related to safety! Road traffic accidents (RTA – AKA MVC) are common. Falls from roofs or window and burns are frequent. With the traffic conditions being terrible, little children are being hit as a pedestrian all the time. The congestion of cars, lack of adequate curbs or sidewalk and absence of clear cross walks are to blame. One doctor on the trauma floor was explaining that they have elevated crosswalks, but no one uses them because they are inconvenient. He says people don’t want to walk 20m up, 40 m over and then 20m down. He says that in India they construct underground passages for crosswalks and that they are more accepted/used by the people.
He also talked about foreign body aspiration being a common problem. He proudly told us about the fiberoptic bronchoscopy they have, but that the grasper is broken right now. I asked a bit more about that because even thought it happens in the US, it is quite rare thankfully. Reportedly there is a whistle like toy available to children that can have a piece break off and then become easily aspirated. The first thing I thought – Close down the company that is producing this health hazardous toy. That happens all the time in the US – recall it!!! This problem could be so easily preventable.

We then began our tour of the hospital. My first impression was, “I am sure their press ganey score for aesthetics would be low”. No nature sounds and soothing décor to welcome the patient to their hospital experience – just gray concrete everywhere. We were taken to their theater and boy was it bleak with virtually no equipment. Currently their anesthesia machine was down as they had no halothane. They were using ketamine and only had one laryngoscope blade.

We visited the NICU, burn unit, surgical ward and head injury ward. Minimalistic is generous in describing the setting here. One of the first observations was the lack of screens on the burn unit. Flies were everywhere; both airborne and perched on people and wounds. Just like in other developing countries I have visited, family members stay with the children through out their stay to help provide care.





Finally our tour ended in the ED. There was absolutely nothing there other than different designated rooms for different kinds of patients. I tried to encourage our guide by pointing out many of the similarities. Just as we were about end our tour, one of our Afghan staff came and whispered to our leader something in his ear. “Gotta go”, he said. We had been instructed that if at any time you heard those words, drop everything and follow the staff. Obediently we did and returned to our guesthouse. Later we heard that where had been some protest/riots in the Kabul that day. I just read that they were in response to the mistreatment that Afghans refugees were getting in Iran. Ultimately, no harm and I am safe

Henna Party

Yesterday was only a half day with a visit to a children’s hospital. We had the afternoon off and so the girls had a henna party. Six of us sat around and chatted about girl stuff. It was so much fun! The process was longer than anticipated, but this led to good time for all.








This is how it went down. Two of the girls that are here in Kabul full time did application. They were experts of the trade and so I knew we were in good hands. Initially I was concerned about how long it would last. I had no idea: 1 week, a month or longer. I so wanted to do it, but I was kind of concerned about returning to work with henna on my hands. No one could really give me a good answer, so I threw my apprehension aside and went for it.

Henna is a natural substance that comes in a paste-like preparation. It is in tubes that remind me of cake frosting piping. We used stencils to help with the designs. Once the henna was applied, we carefully placed our hands in plastic bags. This was meant to help make the staining a deeper, richer, red color. Next was waiting for it dry. After more than an hour of waiting, the time to reveal was here. We slowly pulled back the stencils to behold beautiful designs of red on our hands and feet. What do you think?

Day 3 of clinic

On my third day of clinic, I was able to use my EM skills a bit more. The plan was for me to be in the women’s room where I could help see the infants and children. My first patient was a middle ages Kuchi women. I know have touched on the Kuchi people, and later I will hope to describe in more detail their appearance. Anway, this woman came in with complaint of body pains and mental illness. My gestalt was that she was a healthy person, and when you think about the life they lead – you know they have to be very strong. I was able to hold her hand and listen to her concerns through an interpreter. It sounded like sleeping was an issue, so I gave her some benadryl and Tylenol for her body pains. I then looked her straight in the eyes, touched her shoulder and smiled.


I was then called in to see a child who was burned. My EM mind started spinning and I grabbed some gloves. A Kuchi mother brought in a 4 year boy in her arms who was wrapped in a scarf. She sat down and put the boy on her knee. As she unwrapped him, the extent of his burn became evident. He had a large area of second-degree burns to his back and right upper arm. There was this bright orange something all over the dried burn. The history was that he was splashed with hot water 4 days ago. The orange stuff was a topical oinitment used in Afghanistan to treat burns. As I assessed his burns, I was initially concerned that his elbow was already becoming contracted in a flexed position. The whole upper arm was circumferentially burned and blisters already broken and dried. He had a strong radial pulse and his cap refill was good. I came to the conclusion that he need a good debridment of all the dried blisters. I tried to premedicate him with Tylenol and applied wet gauze to help soften the blisters. My plan was to let him sit for 30 min and then do it. Let’s just say, the best laid plans…

A staff came to me and said we have an emergency for you to see. Again I grabbed my gloves and followed. In another room was a woman sitting on a bed – frame, with piece of plywood covered with a sheet. She was holding her R arm out in front her, with her L hand on her shoulder. Her face showed she was in pain. I also noticed she had an IV in her R hand. Can anyone guess the situation? In the room was an Afghan female physician to translate, an Afghan male doctor who was treating the women, the woman’s husband, and another woman all dressed in black except for her face sitting at the patient’s side. I tried to get some history and quickly the volume in the room escalated. Everyone was yelling and I understood nothing. Finally I was told the woman had been treated in Kabul, given a prescription for IV meds, bought them and was to have them administered at the clinic. The male doctor and just given her the meds for asthma and she was having pain to her R arm. My differential was: drug reaction, infiltrated IV, thrombophlebitis, anaphylaxis and psychosomatic. She seemed to relay that her pain was worse in her shoulder. Looking at her hand – no swelling or rashes, pulse good, IV site looked good, no boney tenderness. Her whole arm looked normal. I then tried to palpate her shoulder and she whelped. I then moved her through ROM and she had not difficulty. By this time, my overall impression was there was nothing physically wrong with her. I have had a few clinical encounters with Islamic women and sometimes there can be a bit of drama. Anyway, multiple verbal exchanges at a yelling volume continued and I tried reassure the patient. Through the interpreter, I told her her arm was good. I tried to think of some of the interventions I had available to me at this time that might help the situation. How about taking out the IV and some Tylenol/ibuprofen? I took out the IV and placed a big blue band-aid on it. As we gave her a couple Tylenol and ibuprofen, she swooned and laid down with her arm across her face. We were told she had a reaction to the medication. Confirmation for drama! Her husband now was yelling, grabbing her hand and trying to pull her out of the clinic. She had a good pulse, no respiratory distress and good color. Again I tried to reassure the patient that she was OK. After a few minutes of hand holding and smiles, she got up and walked out. Apparently she was cured!

Back to the burn boy. We moved into their ER – literally a room, and I began to take off the dressings. Unfortunately the wet dressing had now turned dry because I had spent too much time with the other woman. I was hoping for soft skin to help the process. I tried to explain to the mother through the interpreter what I was about to do. With lots of water and gauze, I did my best to remove the dried blisters. I felt just terrible as the little boy screamed because I had nothing better for analgesia than the Tylenol I had given. Mother was really good at helping hold him, but it was a moving target for sure. Once I had the hard, dried blisters removed, I tried to extend his arm gently and slowly. I can only image the pain. I held his arm in extension for a bit and then released and repeated. I had the mother demonstrate the same, because I knew with some PT, the boy would have significantly decreased function of his right harm due to contracture. Mother was wonderful! I replaced a dress of Xerofoam and gave the mother enough to do daily changes. Supposedly the little clinic we were at had a burn clinic and we instructed them to return in 2 days for a check. I truly have no idea what kind of prognosis this boy with have with his arm, but I pray the best for him.

Kuchi

Outside of the city of Kabul, in the plains at the foot of the mountains, the Kuchi people live. They are a tribe of Afghans that live a nomadic life; herding sheep and goats. Over the 3 days at this outlying clinic, I had many interactions with them, primarily the women and children. They are fascinating people!

The first thing you notice is their brightly colored attire. Starting from the bottom up, you have foam sandals on dusty, calloused feet. Their legs are covered with bright, solid colored balloon-like pants that go all the way to their ankles. Their body is covered by an intricately decorated dress. It is long sleeved and fitted on the top. There is a long, full skirt that drops below the knee. This dress has brightly-colored, detailed embroidery, beadwork and metal amulates. Their hands have red henna on the palms and nails. They also have gold rings on their fingers and bangle bracelets on both wrists. Over their head is another colored scarf. It is covering dark hair that is sometimes braided and decorated with colored threads. It is pressed closely to their foreheads, almost to give the impression that it is a wig. They don’t wear a burka, but do cover their face with the scarf when needed. Their face is scared with hyper pigmented spots from Leischmaniasis. Some of them had black tattoos on their chin and forehead. Many of them also had a gold nose piercing. Their eyes were captivatingly large and really draw you in. Throughout clinic, I would look into their eyes as I took their history and could see my own reflection there. It was a weird moment.

I posted some pictures yesterday of some of the Kuchi children. Can you see how huge their eyes are? On the infants, they place black eyeliner around the eyes. I was told it was ward off evil spirits.

The Kuchi Children

Today was a full day at the clinic. I so wish I had a scribe right now to put all my words to writing so I wouldn't have to! Just a few pictures for now.

Random thoughts:MREs and ear wax

Today I had a MRE for lunch. Reported you can buy them in the market in Kabul. How they make it to the market is a good question. We were told that when they “fall off a truck”, the boxes are taken to market to be sold. It was the coolest experience. In a box of 12 were a variety of dinners. It was like a full menu of choices and even a vegetarian could be accommodated with a hot meal. There was chili, sloppy joes, spaghetti, chicken and dumpling and quesadillas. Mine was meatloaf and mashed potatoes. I figures out how to open the blessed packet, I took stock of all it contained. Sizing up the portions and menu, I am sure if I had been able to eat every bit of it I would have had double, even triple daily weight watcher points. But look who they are cooking for!

So the scientist in me was totally enthralled with the exothermic heating process of the meal. All the necessary equipment was present: a special bag, water and the foiled seal meatloaf. Just pour a bit water in the bag, stick the meatloaf in and in 10+ minus you have hot meatloaf that didn’t taste too bad. I heated to the mashed potatoes just to taste and they weren’t the greatest. There were crackers and jelly, a cookie, tootsie rolls, hot chocolate and instant lemon flavored tea. An interesting fact is that MREs also contain an after dinner mint. It looks like a chicklet piece of gum and you’re thinking, “great I can clean my palate!” Truth is the gum/mint contains sorbitol, which is meant to act as a laxative. Good to know before I ate them – which I didn’t mind you!

I saw a little 10 yo boy who said he had headaches and was dizzy. Dizzy is one of the complaints I truly don’t like to see because it is so vague and individual. This can make it hard to work up. My gestalt of the child was he was overall well. No murmur or tachycardia and a quick neuron check was normal. I did though find a R ear that was cerumen impacted. I washed that ear out and got the satisfaction of removing one large piece of hard ear booger! I pray this was contributing to his dizziness and now he will be cured. If not, at least his hearing will be improved.

Here we go

So today was our first official day and I desperately wanted to share all the things I saw today. Things may ramble because there are so many thoughts and observations running through my mind.

After a breakfast of pancakes and Nutella, we all boarded a bus for our ride out to the clinic. Through over-crowded streets full of cars puffing black, exhaust and people crossing the streets at undesignated spots; we accelerated and slammed on our brakes through the streets of Kabul. So many things reminded me of my time in the Congo. The military presence is everywhere, almost to a point where I felt scared. I think the difference here is the overall tone is a general hostility toward the West that can feel a bit personally threatening. In the Congo there was also a military presence, but I never like I was the bad one.

On our drive we passed through a graveyard of large equipment. The number of cranes, forklifts, bull dozers, dump trucks, front-end loaders and containers was innumerable. What does one need with so many pieces of equipment? There certainly is current construction happening, but not enough to keep all the machinery working. We went through a section of Russian-influenced concrete high rises that were stippled with bullet holes. I can’t imagine what living in a war zone must have been like. A bit outside of the city were skeletons of buildings from when Kabul was under siege. The recent years of fighting are evidenced everywhere.

Once the city was behind us, all we had ahead of us was wide open plains with jagged mountains making a 360 degree border in the distance. No forests or trees like the Rockies, but arid, barren dirt with an occasional blade of green grass. The Kuchi, an Afghani people group which live a life like nomadic Bedouin herding sheep and goats, were scattered over the dusty plains. At one point I saw an image that I so wish I had been able to capture. Picture this, blue sky in the back then the hazy triangle of a snow-capped mountain. In front of it were the black silhouette of a tent and a camel. Another thing that struck me was color of the sheep. Maybe they were goats, but I have no idea. My only frames of references are the white sheep we are all familiar with. Here all the sheep had dirty-looking wool. I guess if the dust and dirt is always blowing, the wool coats must be like a sponge. I wonder what a good hose down would do for brightening up the picture. It was also interesting to see the men herding the sheep. Just like you picture from the Bible, a lone man squatting on tip of hill with the perfect vantage point of his flock.

I will leave you will a picture of my THREE CUPS OF TEA.

Please everyone - no comments. Just read and save your responses till I get home!

Again I will say it. We have been instructed to guard our writings and so I think the safest thing is to ask you all not make any comments. Just read my reflections and thoughts to get a taste of Afghanistan. I know you understand and thanks so much!

Arrived yesterday safely in Kabul. Again one of my first observations was the demographics of my flight. I'd say there was 80% white men in civilian cloths and the rest, women and nationals? From this I gathered a lot work is happening over here and not many women are part of it. Makes me wonder why?



Leaving Dubai, we began to start to work on mastering our head covers. The women in Dubai and Afghanistan make it look so simple and elegant. I still don't have it, but there is hope for me.

At the airport we had a bit of confusion and one of the team members was ahead of the rest of the group and was quickly escorted out by a national before the rest of us. Oh the images that flashed through my mind! Thankfully it was just a eager portage man who wanted to be sure he could get a tip for helping with her luggage.

Our accommodations are nice and our first meal was just right; meat ball, rice, spinach, fruit and veggies. We spent most of the evening receiving a little orientation and sorting medications in preparation for our clinic the next day. Security, security, security is of the utmost importance.

Dubai, UAE

Arrive to Dubai - 14+ hours on the plane later. When I arrived at ATL, I went to the gate and met Maxine and Mark. Slowly there after team members arrived. We were all praying for Sam our leader as he had missed his flight to Atlanta and was scrambling onto another. After a bit of casual introductions we boarded our flight.
Team Afghanistan at Atlanta was
Sam - leader DMD
Mark, ID/IM MD
Tim, Youth Paster
Jennifer, RN student
Maxine, RN
Kimberly. OB-GYN MD
Karen, ER RN
Lorrence, - ENT MD
Kacia

On our flight there was a strange feeling that made me think of the gold rush. Everyone I met was a contractor heading over to the Middle East, choosing to leave their families, in hope of earning big. There were ex-military men heading back to work as contractors and civilians going to work on the bases as contractors.

Safely in Dubai, with all our luggage we went to out hotel. With totally body confusion - I am thinking it is 12N and the time is almost 10p. Several of us walked down the street to a restaurant. The menu was pita, Hommos (that's how they spell it), Falafel, Cucumbers and yogurt, fresh mango juice and lamb. Now with a full belly, I hope to drop for about 7 hours of sleep.




Tomorrow we leave for Kabul. There is some concern about our luggage/baggage limits. We are hoping that bringing all our supplies in will not be to expensive for us.

Today is the day!

I am sitting at my computer about to power down to leave for the airport. So much is going through my head now. Do I really need to bring 2 books to read? Will I need more socks? What about my cloths, will they be appropriate and modest? I wish I had more access to medicines to bring and had thought a head a bit more on that. What will meeting my team members in Atlanta be like? I hope I can sleep a bit on the flight! I remembered to pay my rent today.

Thanks to my family and friends for all their support and encouragement. I couldn't do this without you all. I can't wait to tell you more...

Doubts...

Today I had a thought go through my mind in regards to the patients I am about to encounter in Afghanistan. What if I need a tool/test that is not available to diagnose a condition? Here in the ED, I have almost every imaginable test at my fingertip to use. These tests allow me to rule out many bad conditions thanks to CT, EKG's, or blood work. I wondered, would I be as effective of a doctor without them?

Those questions and doubt are the words of the enemy trying to discourage me and I won't have it! I had to talk myself out of that thought process and remind myself that I have completed medical school and residency and am a good doctor. The basics of medicine are somewhere in my head and just need to be recalled. Infectious diseases and basic OB care will be the majority of what we will see. I guess I hope there might be some trauma-related cases as well. I trust there will be lots I can do, even within the limits of the situation.

Below is the information describing my trips background, goals and mission. I think is does a good job of explaining many of the questions I have been asked about the trip.

Afghanistan - April 30th – May 14th 2010

Shattered by 22 years of USSR occupation, civil war, Taliban misrule and the US-led invasion in 2002 – Afghanistan is a country rebuilding from a countryside that was bombed and mined; loosing half the housing; most of the complex irrigation systems; a high proportion of the livestock were destroyed and millions of people were displaced in there own country. The entire country lacked infra structure and the ability to deal with the loss of all institutions including governmental agencies, schools and universities, police, transportation, a healthcare system, etc. Rebuilding the country is slowed by the lack of funds, lawlessness and fractionalization.

The character of the Afghan people is exemplified by a sense of pride, bravery, hospitality, generosity and loyalty. When invited to an Afghan home, a guest is treated with the utmost respect and honor. Afghans will share whatever they have with a friend.

Our national partners SOZO International have a wholistic outreach to empower the most disadvantaged individuals and communities by coordinating and implementing transformational development through healthcare, education, and economic initiatives.

This will be the eigth year that I have had the joy of leading a GHO team into Afghanistan. Many of the NGOs that were in Afghanistan five years ago have left in spite of the great need. It is clear that those who continue to serve and care for the least, the lost and the last are welcomed with open arms and will reap the harvest.

The decades of civil turmoil and war have, most obviously, left there mark on Afghan women and children:
• 1 of every 12 mothers die from a complication of childbirth.
• 1 of every 4 children die before they celebrate their 5th birthday.
• Life expectancy is 42 years – 35 of which are “healthy.”

We always have an urgent need in Afghanistan for females on our healthcare team physicians, PAs, NPs, dentists and nurses to supplement the males because if we do not have a good number of ladies on the team, the Afghan women will not be allowed to come to the clinics and then the children will not come. Afghan women culturally need to be treated by ladies for the most part.

Our efforts in Afghanistan over the past 8 years have been to provide emergency, ongoing relief, healthcare for the Internally Displaced People and train Afghan doctors as we come along side of our national partners in their great work. Helping and encouraging the communities like Istalif to heal itself and see them assume responsibility through wholistic, transformational development primarily through healthcare initiatives has been a real blessing. IDPs are refugees in there own country and we have had great joy in being able to help the people in Shaka Dara and Barek Aub as SOZO moves forward with permanent housing, education and economic initiative in partnership with these communities.

T-minus 5 days and counting...

Team members are being reminded to be very sensitive; culturally and spiritually, in all our communications. They are asking us to watch what we say and write home about. You will probably not hear me talk much about spiritually issues and reflections after this on the blog just to be safe. My prayer is our mission will be to show LOVE to all the Afghans we come into contact with.

In preparation, I just read a fairly simplified description of Islam and its comparison to Christianity. The one thing that stood out to me was the difference in the characteristics of God. To quote Bruce and Stan, "Allah of Qur'an only loves those he deems as good; the God of the Bible loves all humanity, none of whom are basically good". What an assurance to know that little ol', fallible me is loved unconditionally!

I really feel I am providentially being prepared for this trip. The coincidences and connections to Afghanistan are bombarding me every day. I am so trying to keep all the information straight. I was able to check out the Dead Sea Scroll exhibit last night. These documents, that were written around the time of Christ, are even older than the religion of Islam which started in about 600 A.D. It was neat to feel the timelessness of Bible. The Omnitheater was also showing a film on Arabia. Part of the film showed images of Mecca and Muslims on pilgrimage, which is one of the 5 pillars of Islam. I am struggling to find the right word to describe what 2 million people bowing before a black cube and rotating around it 7 times looks like. You've gotta just check it out for yourselves.

So I have been trying to prepare myself, as much as one can, for this Afghanistan experience. Prior to the last several weeks, my knowledge of this area of the world was virtually nothing. This picture above was probably the only image in my head of Afghanistan. The photo draws you in and you want to know more. So being the proactive person I am... I have tried to do as much as I can to learn about Afghanistan.

Initially my interest in Afghanistan was piqued after reading Half the Sky by Nicholas Kristoff. The book was referenced to me after my time in Congo. His discussion of demarginalized women around the world was very enlightening to me. When I learned that the country with the worse fetal mortality rate in the work was Afghanistan, as well as the oppression women endured there; my eyes began to open.

I also read several books - both fiction and non about Afghanistan. Books like Thousand Splendid Suns and Three Cups of Tea were helpful at painting a picture of what Afghan women endure. I really struggled to get my head around the differences. Things like the agony of having a daughter for a child and the sentance of an arranged marriage to a man twice my age are absolutely foreign to my consciousness. I just cannot relate, but my heart is heavy for women who have experienced these situations.

Documentaries and movies have also given me visuals of the landscapes and cultural traditions. These have been both fascinating and revolting. A couple Frontline series about Afghanistan actually made me doubt of the decision I had made to go. A bit of perspective brought me back to reality when I thought about the deep dark secrets of every country and culture that noone talks about open. We have them here in the states and you all can think if a couple of examples I'm sure.

So now that I am arm with a bit of information - which is probably more dangerous that complete ignorance. But feel I am ready. I have my visa, passport and my "modest" wardrobe. One week from now I will be flying 14 hours to Dubai. Just hope I don't get a PE.

Just created my blog for Afghanistan and here goes...